I'm losing You

I'm losing you.
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You know the feeling where reality gets in the way of your art. Or you want to draw but your sub-conscience mind is working against your art instead of for your art. You think your art drive went on vacation but you fear that it left you for life.
You try to hold on to your art drive by forcing yourself to draw something even though you're not inspired to. And when you force yourself to draw it, it feels like the most difficult picture you have ever created. You don't want to part ways from it. If you do, it will feel like you're neglecting a part of yourself. You want it to come back because you two had good times together.

I was feeling that way from December until now. I still kind of feel that way, but my art drive is gradually coming back. Even though I have recently made pictures and posted them, it felt like I was forcing myself to draw, instead of enjoying it. I got the title from a song by the Temptations.
I hope my art drive won't leave again, because we had good times together
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Animosity Sonata [link]